Feels Good to be Home... :-)

Wow... I haven't written in forever.
It's amazing what stress and heartache can do to a person's drive...

*sigh*

The last few months have been crazy to say the absolute least. But things are starting to look up a bit. Only slightly but some progress is better than none.

I don't really have much to say right now. Just writing to write. It feels good to just write sometimes. Let my thoughts flow. I wrote a new piece. Inspired by my relatively new single life.... Enjoy.

Curious.

They say curiousity killed the cat
but could sex kill the friendship?
That's the question we both ask ourselves
as we spend nights whispering sweet nothings
and seductive somethings to one another.
Wondering what the outcome could have been
if we had zigged instead of zagged
on the road that lead us into our friendship.
And you are my friend
but I still can't help but to imagine
our lips brushing and my nails raking across your skin
Conversations once filled with stories of everyday life
are now overflowing with lust
and its hard to admit to myself that
I want you this bad.
Every wink, every smile, every word
takes on a new meaning
as we venture down this mysterious path
Areas of our friendship that were once
simply black and white
are now bursting with color
and though my excitement threatens to overwhelm me
I find myself holding back.
The thought of losing your friendship
is more than I can bear
but the idea of expressing my platonic love
in a physical way
tantalizes my senses and continues to draw me in.
So as we wander down this
unfamiliar road together
my curiousity continues to grow
Perhaps because the destination
to us, is still unknown.